

Sensei Noah Harders is presenting me with my sankyu certificate and belt. How exciting! I was nervous and happy at the same time. It's an amazing feeling to be promoted.

Whenever we had visiting instructors, I was always looked down upon because of my belt rank. Our dojo is very old school, so we didn't even give out strips or different colored belts besides blue, brown, and black. Belt colors are at the dojo's discretion, but many senseis have decided to add ranks in between to give their students a sense of accomplishment. The visiting instructors were mainly from the AJJF organization. Their organization has a striped blue and a green belt before brown. I already reached those ranks, but because my belt didn't show it, they thought I was a beginner until I started training.
Many instructors are quite impressed when I hit the mat. They're like, "Wow, she's strong for her size." Also, learning the hard way, instructors don't want to glorify good martial artists. If a martial artist is exceptional, they will simply correct everything you do until you're frustrated out of your mind. Grr...I wanted to punch someone so hard that they couldn't get up!! AHH!!!!
Can you tell they did that to me? You betcha! I was frustrated out of my mind. I was so angry and sad. I thought to myself that I could do nothing right. Well, it just so happens that it was the exact opposite opinion in the instructor's eyes. They saw so much potential and skill in me that they only wanted to help me become the best. Wow! I couldn't believe it when I found that out. I was in complete doubt. "Are you SURE????" Sensei said yes. Oh gosh, after hearing that, I felt so small. Like a tiny ant. Squish me!
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